Well....I am married ! Phew ...never thought this would happen...especially the way it should. But it did. Thank god life surprises you and makes all your plans wash away. Afterall, if there is an existential plan...do I need another one for me personally ?
It's funny...whether to believe in power of destiny or just assume it to be a series of coincidences. Either way, it's fun ! I am enjoying this ride. Life is always new and full of newer joys.
I am loving this roller coaster ride. My only concern is not to waste this lovely opportunity and do what I should do and am here to do. So far so good. I am in good place to leap further. Stars are with me, I must make use of it.
The only question amongst all the loveliness that comes to my mind these days is money ! I've not earned a penny in last year, have lived off money of other people - my father, my friends and relatives. Though I've limited my needs but still I am not earning - makes me think at times. Then I wonder, do I need to think so much about money ? What's so big deal about your money or other's as long as you are getting money ! ? Do we care about using other's beliefs and world views ? Money is comparatively less important.
I know I should be earning and sooner I will but this question has taken undue importance, that's all I am sharing. We consider financial self sufficiency to be prime. It is important but not prime. I can earn money right now but it'd make me do things that I don't want to do like harming, exploiting people or becoming part of mainstream that is harming the world. Frankly, we have not many ideas to make money without voilence. It's difficult to say the least.
With marriage , money takes more importance but I am trying to re-focus on natural lifestyle and building a trusting relationship with my wife - Priyamvada. I am excited about our journey together but nervous too. In a world where your most dear friend doesn't get your point, I wonder what can I expect from a complete new person in my life that you hardly know. But the vibes that I get from her are very positive and I am very hopeful that we both are going to be great together.
The faith in my heart as always is the only driving force to keep moving. I wonder if I am wrong, wasting my life away as many claim. I wonder if I'll ever achieve something that I'll feel worthy of...I wonder where am I heading. But I am happy, enjoying this journey. Just hoping that the river takes me to right places on it's own as I try to float.
It's funny...whether to believe in power of destiny or just assume it to be a series of coincidences. Either way, it's fun ! I am enjoying this ride. Life is always new and full of newer joys.
I am loving this roller coaster ride. My only concern is not to waste this lovely opportunity and do what I should do and am here to do. So far so good. I am in good place to leap further. Stars are with me, I must make use of it.
The only question amongst all the loveliness that comes to my mind these days is money ! I've not earned a penny in last year, have lived off money of other people - my father, my friends and relatives. Though I've limited my needs but still I am not earning - makes me think at times. Then I wonder, do I need to think so much about money ? What's so big deal about your money or other's as long as you are getting money ! ? Do we care about using other's beliefs and world views ? Money is comparatively less important.
I know I should be earning and sooner I will but this question has taken undue importance, that's all I am sharing. We consider financial self sufficiency to be prime. It is important but not prime. I can earn money right now but it'd make me do things that I don't want to do like harming, exploiting people or becoming part of mainstream that is harming the world. Frankly, we have not many ideas to make money without voilence. It's difficult to say the least.
With marriage , money takes more importance but I am trying to re-focus on natural lifestyle and building a trusting relationship with my wife - Priyamvada. I am excited about our journey together but nervous too. In a world where your most dear friend doesn't get your point, I wonder what can I expect from a complete new person in my life that you hardly know. But the vibes that I get from her are very positive and I am very hopeful that we both are going to be great together.
The faith in my heart as always is the only driving force to keep moving. I wonder if I am wrong, wasting my life away as many claim. I wonder if I'll ever achieve something that I'll feel worthy of...I wonder where am I heading. But I am happy, enjoying this journey. Just hoping that the river takes me to right places on it's own as I try to float.
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