Let us life like vegetables, yeah things are not great but not bad either. You eat, drink, enjoy sex, travel and that's it you may die ! Whats wrong with it ? If nothings wrong - why the hell I still feel incomplete and unfinished ?
My entire value system, my morals, ethics, cruelities - are under question and constant change. Sex has become on big taboo and a hurdle. Perversion is increasing. Creativity and Sensitivity is reducing ! Actually, I hardly have a clue on what's happening in my life !
I've become lazy, less interested, less firm and more aggresive !
But one thing still remains ...i am enjoying it whatsoever and still have hopes for a different future.
