Chaos is back into life and it's Shubh ! Post marriage my life line (which has a split at the end - which according to palmistry means that the person lives a dual life) came into action. I almost have two different lives now. One at the farm and other at Bhopal. One is very much mainstream while other is very much alternative. It's fun ! It's stressful at times.
As number of dependent variables increase in your equation of life, the solution becomes trickier if you wanna get everything right. With Priyamvada, a totally different life meeting my life and my parents whom I've difficult explaining my moves to village and farming - I have increased conflicts and frictions. However as usual there are brighter sides, life is definitely more complete and more fulfilling.
Nothings comes easy so I am hanging on trying to find my happiness in these different times. Things are surely going to smooth-en. Right now, a lot of things are on shoulder at the farm too. Hardly any support.But I only look forward to the days when the farm will slowly become self sustainable and trees will be on their own.
Internally, mind is not calm, not serene but the moment I enter the farm and feel the fresh gentle breeze on my face - Wow ! Who wants to go anywhere else ?
As number of dependent variables increase in your equation of life, the solution becomes trickier if you wanna get everything right. With Priyamvada, a totally different life meeting my life and my parents whom I've difficult explaining my moves to village and farming - I have increased conflicts and frictions. However as usual there are brighter sides, life is definitely more complete and more fulfilling.
Nothings comes easy so I am hanging on trying to find my happiness in these different times. Things are surely going to smooth-en. Right now, a lot of things are on shoulder at the farm too. Hardly any support.But I only look forward to the days when the farm will slowly become self sustainable and trees will be on their own.
Internally, mind is not calm, not serene but the moment I enter the farm and feel the fresh gentle breeze on my face - Wow ! Who wants to go anywhere else ?
