It's quite amazing the difference in the way how i look at my life and how others do. Not surprising. This is the story of each life but to me in this moment, it just amazes a lot !
For me it's easy to live simple, not be bothered about money making, living in minimum, work with my hands into the mud, not care about the media and their agendas....to me its simple sanity, to others it is absolute insanity.
I've been trying hard to bridge it, afterall I dont want to run to Himalayas forever. I must live here in Society. I must face what people have to say but it is taking so much of my energy just to fight it ,explain, clarify that I've no time for things i really wanna do. This is a strange situation. Shall I not explain ? How would I bridge the gap then ? Will i ever be able to bridge it ? If no, then how can I live between all the people who think m mad and are constantly bombarding me with suggestions, advices and warnings ?
Is it better to runaway ? Is it fair to put myself through additional stress of this all ?
I don't know. but it does break me at times.
I don't know what wrong m doign ? I dont want to harm anyone, hurt anyone. I just want to live with my wisdom as of today and keep increasing it but this simple task has become far more complicated then opening a MNC !
As if I had less things to sort out, i've more on my plate. Today m at the crossroads, to decide what to do ? What should be my approach ? How should i handle all this ? Am I better off far ? or is it escapism ? Or is it sheer common sense to be in a conducive environment ?
I also understand that it's noone's fault. They are seeing life through glasses of their choice, just like me ! Our glasses are different ! That's it ! So what shall I do ?
Its funny and discouraging at times ! But m sure all this has a purpose, it has come to me for a better reason !
For me it's easy to live simple, not be bothered about money making, living in minimum, work with my hands into the mud, not care about the media and their agendas....to me its simple sanity, to others it is absolute insanity.
I've been trying hard to bridge it, afterall I dont want to run to Himalayas forever. I must live here in Society. I must face what people have to say but it is taking so much of my energy just to fight it ,explain, clarify that I've no time for things i really wanna do. This is a strange situation. Shall I not explain ? How would I bridge the gap then ? Will i ever be able to bridge it ? If no, then how can I live between all the people who think m mad and are constantly bombarding me with suggestions, advices and warnings ?
Is it better to runaway ? Is it fair to put myself through additional stress of this all ?
I don't know. but it does break me at times.
I don't know what wrong m doign ? I dont want to harm anyone, hurt anyone. I just want to live with my wisdom as of today and keep increasing it but this simple task has become far more complicated then opening a MNC !
As if I had less things to sort out, i've more on my plate. Today m at the crossroads, to decide what to do ? What should be my approach ? How should i handle all this ? Am I better off far ? or is it escapism ? Or is it sheer common sense to be in a conducive environment ?
I also understand that it's noone's fault. They are seeing life through glasses of their choice, just like me ! Our glasses are different ! That's it ! So what shall I do ?
Its funny and discouraging at times ! But m sure all this has a purpose, it has come to me for a better reason !
