So I am in love ! :-)
Life has suddenly become more beautiful, more fun and more intense.
Love has always been a mystery to me. It has been a wonderful experience every time it knocked my heart's door. I feel so blessed of being able to love and be worthy of other's love.
I've been lucky to have fallen in love with some of the really wonderful women. I've been lucky enough to fall , get hurt in love, bounce back - which was such a learning and growth experience.
In short - if given a chance - inspite of all the hurts- I'd love to fall in love :-) for it makes me come more alive.
However, because of my last messed up love relation...i kinda became afraid of it and thought may be I am better off.
I learnt over time that In the name of love....a lot of "not - love" takes place. and I was no different. I also got into same rut - where love became - possession, time pass, avoiding loneliness, sex , a company to not get bored, someone who can listen to your shit and bear it...so on and so forth. "Love" per se...was not mostly present. Love which I've read , imagined and vaguely experienced...
So, I assumed there isn't a possibility of a different / truer kind of love. For, i've been in relationship with very different kind of people and almost every time the same results !
And then walks someone into my life and I dismiss all this and simply fall in love and fall in love so very differently. Is it her ? Is it that I've matured in love ? Is it right time ? Is it destiny ? Is it an illusion? I don't know ! Whatever it is - I feel blessed and ecstatic.
I am in love and I see a hope of a true love ...a different kind of relationship. If it is even 1% of what it appears to me right now - I think it'll be fantastic and a truly phenomenal ride.
I see love like never before.....I feel so much more intense....This is just awesome !
What will happen ! I have no idea ! But one thing is certain that this experience is gonna be one of the most intense , most wonderful thing that i'd ever undergo in my life ! I am excited ! I am damn happy ! I am full of life ! I am in Love !
