Alright one great year at Pathashaala ! I learnt a lot about education, about kids and about life ! Experienced the silence of this beautiful bucolic settings. Met many interesting individuals. Read many great books. Overall - can't ask for more !
I grew professionally and personally. To some extent spiritually too. However the deep unrest remains and I am faced with this question - How long am I gonna live like this ? Yes, life is beautiful but I feel like I don't really know what am I and what am I doing ? There is a void ....there is a deep question which I am unable to address...
Besides, this place has shown me different colors. Some of which - I dislike and disagree ! Amidst all this - I've decided to move on. I now, plan to give my full attention to this question inside me, this seeking of something ! I don't know what to do , how to do...but I wanna make it the dominant thing in my life and rest all secondary.
Job, food, shelter, family .....will be secondary to the search ! I am nervous, unsure ...what journey am I embarking on. But I have to move on......
Love,
sb
I grew professionally and personally. To some extent spiritually too. However the deep unrest remains and I am faced with this question - How long am I gonna live like this ? Yes, life is beautiful but I feel like I don't really know what am I and what am I doing ? There is a void ....there is a deep question which I am unable to address...
Besides, this place has shown me different colors. Some of which - I dislike and disagree ! Amidst all this - I've decided to move on. I now, plan to give my full attention to this question inside me, this seeking of something ! I don't know what to do , how to do...but I wanna make it the dominant thing in my life and rest all secondary.
Job, food, shelter, family .....will be secondary to the search ! I am nervous, unsure ...what journey am I embarking on. But I have to move on......
Love,
sb
