As if I am lost in the jungle,
drowned in hopelessness
I am burdened with delusions,
standing last in the race.
I am deprived of ideas,
to overcome the odds
Knocked the doors of heaven,
lost faith in the gods.
I am bored of those sermons,
failing to motivate my soul
I am skeptic of the heroes,
and cynical of my goal.
Don't tell me not to give up,
I've tried it enough
Don't give me another reason,
it just makes it all the more tough.
It's my time to let go,
and let the world be as "it is"
You may carry on the bandwagon,
I am not afraid to miss.
- (written on 5th day of Jagriti Yatra 2010, 30th Dec, in Train)
