It's a new life

After a hell lot of funfiled turbulence in my life, things seem to be getting calmer. I have finally joined a Krishnamurthy school, something that was on my mind for last 3-4 years. Right thing came at right time. A new school, just the way I wanted. Rural location, vast fields, silent walks, sunrises-sunsets, stress free work environment, space for self growth, meditative quality of life. Things look perfect and life beautiful. As I look back, I realize the courage I've shown, the risks I've taken, the journeys I've made all seem to be building blocks of a lovely life that I have today.
It feels like a rebirth, the past is in my mind but I am unable to relate to it. The future seems quite exciting. I am liking myself more and more with every passing experience, every passing day.
I am learning a lot, and one of the most important learning is that that there is yet lot to learn. How to live life, is something I've still not figured out. Yes, life is beautiful, times are exciting, days are happy but is this the way to live life and await death ?
The pursuit of true life is still on, but the happy sorrounding tend to make it slow. Nevertheless, I am trying to live zen, trying to deepen the silence and realing the love.
Thank you !