The ugly game of proving yourself - that's life !

Ever wondered what are we trying to do all our life ?
Prove ourself ! to parents , to friends, to world and to our own self !
As if we are a theorem to be proved !

I don know about you - that's how I have been living.
I had to study and get good grades so that my parents believe that I am good.
I had to work hard to get a good job and a good salary so that I can prove to the world that I am good.
I had to be loving in a relation so that I can prove to the opposite sex that I can love and I am a nice guy.
I had to start my own venture in my college to prove to my collegues and to myself that I can do what I decide to
I had to take strange decisions in life to prove myself that I am different.
I had to help others, be good to others - so that I can prove to others that I am good human being.

I had to laugh when I feel like crying so that I can prove that I am happy go lucky and a person who lives life to the fullest

I had to cry to prove that I am sensitive
I had to shout to prove that I am a rebel
I had to write this blog so as to prove to the readers that I am something - I am a good thinker and a good writer.
I had to learn guitar, learn japanese, do dance to prove that I am a multi-facet personality !

Life is just an ugly game where we just keep proving ourselves to someone else or to our own self !

Is it necessary ? Are we all just a dead theorem ?

I decide not to be a theorem anymore !